Home is Where the Heart is

Can't think of anything to make the EPIC post so I shall now post up this tag, which was stolen from stephy's blog. Haha. Looked nice so I thought of doing it.

ABC Questions About You :

A - AVAILABLE : Yup. Of course there are these things called exams now t.t
B - BIRTHDAY : 8 August
C - CRUSHING ON : Hmmmm...who knows? xD
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : Water
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO : People who I know are my friends and trust.
F - FAVORITE SONG : For now? A japanese song titled ボンゴレ VS ミルフィオーレ - ファミリー ～约束の场所～. Its a looooooong title xD
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS : Gummy Bears. Worms are a little too...uncute xD
H - HOMETOWN : KL/ Klang
I - IN LOVE WITH : My laptop. Its taking the stress of studying
J - JUGGLE : HAHAHAHA. Have you SEEN me juggle? xD
K - KILLED SOMEONE : Nope. For now >.<
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE : From Gunung Tahan and back. I slept and was trying to keep my friend awake.
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : Choco! :D
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 1
O - ONE WISH : Who wants to know?
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST : Li Zhen
R- REASON TO SMILE : Knowing that I still have true friends despite everything that has happened to me :)
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : おねむうた by Junko Takeuchi and Chiang Li Mei. Its a really cute song xD
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 11.45am. I off my alarm and went back to sleep :x
V - VEGETABLE(S) : Carrots!
W - WORST HABIT : Procrastination. Even now =="
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD : One for my braces
Y – YOYOS ARE : Something I could never do tricks on.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN : Leo.


Random Questions About You :

Spell your name without vowels : W N G P L. If you add my english name, L X S. Haha.
What colour do you wear most? : Black, White and Red. Like Po. Haha
What are you listening to? : Cosplay Party - Neeko
Are you happy with your life right now? : Not too bad.
What is your favorite class in school? : English, Maths and Add Maths.
When do you start back at school/college? : Er...Technically we're done with classes.
Are you outgoing? : Nope. I was worse back in high school though :p I still am, but not that bad
Favorite pair of shoes? : Gimme sneakers anyday
Where do you wish you were right now? : Lying down on my bed, listening to songs while reading a STORY BOOK t.t


THE CANS :

Can you dance? : Ahahahahaha. No.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : Heh? I'd like to try it out now xD
Can you whistle? : Yup. I can't click my fingers though :(
Write with both hands? : I wish.
Walk with your toes curled?: Yes. But sometimes my legs cramp up when i do that


THE DO'S :

Do you believe there is life on other planets? : You never know.
Do you believe in miracles? : Yes
Do you believe in magic? : No
Love at first sight? : Hmm...maybe?
Do you think there's a Satan? : Yes
Do you believe in Santa? : Nope. Never did
Do you know how to swim? : Can't float though. Haha
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? : I mean, if I were paid a lot of money then yes? Haha.

THE HAVE'S:

Have you ever been on a plane? : Yes.
Have you ever asked someone out? : Nope.
Have you ever been asked out by someone? : Yup
Have you ever been to the ocean? : Yea...one of the few things that I like. The ocean calms me down.
Have you ever painted your nails? : Yup. With pink. Haha. Cue people going, " WHAT??"

THE WHAT'S:

What is the temperature outside? : Cool I think. Its already midnite.
What radio station do you listen to? : Hitz, Fly, 104.9...I channel surf sometimes.
What was the last restaurant you ate at? : Er...JM Beriyani House or smth like that. Near Taylor's.
What was the last thing you bought? : Bookssss :D STORY BOOKS. Haha.
Who was the last person you took a picture of? : At TGI. Guan Teck's celebration.


CRYING SECTION :

Ever really cried your heart out? : Yea..Recently.
Ever cried yourself to sleep? : Yup. But quite some time ago.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? : Ehehehe. I rarely cry in front of people to begin with.
Ever cried over the opposite sex? : Yes
Do you cry when you get an injury? : Only that one time where it was extremely painful. Haha
Do certain songs make you cry? : Yup. There was one but I forgot the title.


HAPPY SECTION :
Are you a happy person? : Most of the time, yup.
What can make you happy? : Being surrounded by my real friends. Not people who claim to be.
Do you wish you were happier? : Don't we all?
Can music make you happy? : Yup


LOVE SECTION :

How many times have you had your heart broken? : How many? :p Se-cr-et.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? : Who knows?

LOOK AT ME SECTION :

What is your current hair color? : Black.
Current piercings? : One on each ear *STEPHY! YOUR TURN*
Have any tattoos? : Want to. But...its unprofessional to get one :p
Eye color? : I wish it was blue. But its black.


In a man, (change it to the opposite sex when your answering this)

Favorite eye color : Unimportant.
Short or long hair : Haha. Short hair pls.
Height : Taller than me will do. Which shouldn't be that hard I guess. My bro calls me short ==
Best clothing : Anything.


HAVE YOU EVER :

Been to jail : Nope.
Mooned someone : HAHAHAHA. That'd be weird yet hilarious xD But no.
Thrown up in a store : Never.
Done something really stupid that you laugh at it till today : Ehehe. Yes? xD
Gone skinny dipping : No.


THIS OR THAT :

Pepsi or Coke : Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King : Burger king.
Single or Group Dates : Depends.
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate. Everytime. Haha
Strawberries or Blueberries : Blueberries.
Meat or Veggies : Meat.
TV or Movie : Movie.
Guitar or Drums? : Electric Guitar. But I like drums too. *being greedy*
Adidas or Nike : Adidas.
Chinese or Mexican : Mexican.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : Cheerios.
Cake or Pie : Pie!

Done! I'll er...procrastinate on the epic post and the hike once again xD

29th November 2009

I miss going to tuitions.
I miss stepping in the puddles.
I miss talking to my friends.
I miss not having to bother about major exams.
I miss writing essays.
I miss making close friends.
I miss hanging out.
I miss being called the human calculator.
I miss being asked "What is 3x3" only to not answer it.
I miss "manja"-ing my friends *cough cough* xD

I miss the BBQ we had. The grill is still kinda there :p

I miss going for piano classes.
I miss going for mental arithematic classes.
And I miss going for the competitions. Its the one time I feel really alive.

However....

I know that there's no point in dwelling in the past.
Memories are a way of holding on to things that I love, the things that were, and things that I never want to lose.

But someday, somehow, and somewhere, we have to learn to let it all go.
And my time is now.

These memories will always be in my heart.
Kept in a precious box and corner.
Always remembered, never forgotten.
It might bring a tear back every now and then...

But its time to really let it all go and move on.

Thanks guys, for giving me such precious memories to store into that box.
Thank you for giving me courage.

Thank you for making me who I am.

Thank you...

22nd November 2009

P.S The pics will be up. Soon xD I have them! :D

So....

As you guys know, or don't know, I hiked up Gunung Besar Hantu with 20+ Milers members.

It was a refreshing experience.

To be able to go on despite the pain, to be able to sleep through the pain, and to be able to tell myself, ' Just one last push Pei Li'.
Also, to be surrounded by people who helped encourage me and to physically help me all the way.

Thanks.

I've returned with scratches on my arms and hands, muscle aches everywhere, a hoarse voice, a twisted ankle, experience the signs and symptoms of hypothermia for myself, and the experience of hiking up and down slippery slopes.

To the rest of the Milers members who went, WELL DONE GUYS.
We did it! We climbed up all the way, *made fun of people who weren't there*, made phone calls and smses at the peak, and made it down.

Not to mention cross a river where after a heavy rain. We were praying all the way and all of us survived :)

Trust me. It was bad. Unfortunately the pics are with someone else's camera because I didn't take my camera up. I'll tag myself in fb for the pics, and steal some to post it here :)
I'll post those that I took with my friend's camera xD

17th November 2009

I've noticed that as we grow older, we tend to lose friends not because we fall out due to a fight, or because we realized that we suddenly hate each other or something.

Its because we're all too "busy" to take the time to communicate with each other. Hmmm...take for example.

Back when you're in primary school, you would always say, Hey, we'll be friends forever ya! Such naive thoughts. Because you know that the moment you don't end up in the same class even in primary school, or when you go to different secondary schools, you just don't....you know...become friends anymore. The next time you meet up, you might just feel awkward and you guys won't be laughing like close friends. Instead, you'll be thinking hard "What on earth do I say now?". That being said, you would also rarely come across each other as it is. Right?



Well now. You've then moved on to secondary school. And you've made new friends. I personally think that the bonds forged in secondary school would be stronger than those forged during our primary school years. Or it could just be referring to only me. As long as you don't end up changing classes every year, I'm sure you could make plenty, or at most, a few close friends. Then again, I'm just using my boring life as a template to my thoughts. Being a naturally quiet girl, yes, I AM quiet, I couldn't make many friends. Friends are something that isnt' easy for me to make. So shutup about me having few friends. I'd rather have 10 close friends than 500 friends whom I just occasionally talk to.

Then we move on to college. You make even more new friends. By now, your paths with your closer friends back in school might have differed. You would have preferred to be a lawyer, than say, a doctor, or, a politician. Or you would wanna be a teacher instead. Then, you'd be going off to different places for your tertiary education. Some would go to a private college/university, some would have gone to a local one. Others might have opt for form 6, or matriculation. And the rare few would have just proceeded to go overseas immediately.

This is when your bonds of friendship with your friends are trialed. Obviously if you haven't contacted your primary school friends even once then it'd be a miracle if you actually met each other. But keeping in contact with your secondary friends can be kinda hard if you have different schedules.

Then, you move on. After graduating from college you would have either completed everything and start looking for a job, or proceed to further your education; whether still local or overseas.
Either choices, you're getting further and further away from the people whom you once called your friends. And depending on whether you want to keep them or lose them, you would need to take the initiative.


Once again, i'm prattling on and on about nonsensical stuff =\

Alritey. Time for me to...get kicked off the internet for good. Gosh, I'm addicted to the net and facebook.

Hope I don't show withdrawal symptoms soon :p

11th November 2009

P.S I didn't realize it was the 11th of November! xD

So...I've been thinking about it.

Sometimes all I wanna do is pour out my heart and soul into my blog.

But also keeping in mind that I can't control who reads it.

I was thinking of making my blog private but I'm just too lazy to send out the permission e-mail thingi ma jiggy =\
Also I dunno who might wanna read my blog and who doesn't. Haha.

Or whether if I don't invite a certain person, will they feel offended.

Because, I've just typed out a post that is just too...private. To be read by ppl whom I dunno.

=\

Also I don't want certain people to read it *cough cough* ;P

Still thinking about it >.<

8th November 2009

Being confused is what I can describe about myself now.

Coming to terms of what I am. Who I am. And How I am.

Not easy.

Time will never wait for anyone. Which includes me.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

8th November 2009

Imagine if this question was being asked to you...

" What is your deepest darkest secret...."

Would you tell them?

Obviously the internet is the worst place to tell secrets. Haha. You never know who would come across it.

Personally I prefer to tell my secrets and feelings face to face.

HOWEVER...
If you managed to set the right mood...
Say the right things...
Touch on the right topic...

I would just tell.

ahahaha. *Must stop laughing like an idiot >_>*

But thanks :) You know who you are ;) Thanks for listening to me crap about my insignificant details.

And my obviously sad childhood story as cliched as this sounds :p

You just made me feel waaaaay much lighter :)

5th November 2009

Where do I belong?

Sometimes I feel like I don't belong. Like.... I'm meant to be elsewhere and with different people

:s

Where do I go? Whom do I go with?

4th November 2009

Shall only restrict myself to internet to TWO hours per day...
No.

ONE hour.

So, if you see me online, SHOO ME OFF

t.t

3rd November 2009

This song deserves some love !!



Unfortunately I can't get the one with the official music video cuz they disable the embed.

Sooo, if you want the one with the official music video, Fireflies - Owl City

Go! What are you waiting for!!

1st November 2009