Home is Where the Heart is

This year, we've said goodbye to two great icons.

The first was Michael Jackson.
Well, eventhough everyone said he's a little...eccentric and stuff, nobody can deny he was great at his prime.

And his prime was during my childhood.

May he rest in peace despite the recent controversy over his death regarding the drugs given to him.

The next was Yasmin Ahmad.
She was one of Malaysia's greatest icons, producing touching advertisements and movies alike.
When I was young, I used to look forward to her commercials during the festive seasons. Her commercials were so thought provoking and touching that it really was a treat to watch it.

Of course I must admit I have not watched the past 1-2 years due to the fact Astro rarely screens it and I must add that I greatly regret that. At least I can still watch it on youtube.

But it looks like right now that may not be possible in the future...

May she rest in peace too....

30th July 2009

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!

It all started when I stupidly left my wallet in the library by accident. After lectures, Li Zhen, Aku and I were supposed to meet up with B-comfort over the orientation T-shirts.

It was handed over to the admin department but when I got it back I lost 100 dollars with it =(
THEN, we had to get stuck in a ridiculously long jam on the way home for about and hour plus; reaching IMU at about 7++, nearly 8.

THEN, the ticket thing in the basement said I didn't pay when I paid 9 FREAKING DOLLARS.

Then the guards were trying to decide if I was lying or not and I waited till 8pm for them to come to a conclusion that I wasn't trying to trick IMU of its overpriced 9 dollars.

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So many things to complain, but it sounds so unfair that I'm here complaining when other people might have it worse =(

So if you've just had a worse day than me I'm sorry I'm complaining.

Just need to let loose some steam right now ><

Sob sob. My money T______T

Now I'll need to diet for quite some time.

27th July 2009

ITS FRIDAY!!! =D

I'M HIGH!! =D

On...lack of sleep >_>

its 12.12am. Haha.

And to prove that i'm random..

I MISSED THE FREAKING SOLAR ECLIPSE! WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

I ALSO MISSED THE BON ODORI!!!

WTH WTH WTH WTH!!

T________________T

Some1 cheer me up with ice cream =(

Cuz i'm officially depressed =(

Hint: I like cookies and creams =D

24th July 2009

Going to be a crazy week for me. Haha.

Rushed to IMU today for my PBL @_@
Worst part was that the printer was...i dunno. Ask the two girls in front of me crowding the printer while I was already late for PBL. Ended up being mute throughout the whole thing.

Lectures started late as the Orientation committee were recording footage for the whole thing. And as I ran down to pay my parking, it was already 2 minutes over the hour!! GAH. Had to pay an extra dollar since I was too lazy to walk up already by then.

I have CSU tomorrow. Keeping my fingers crossed for a nice doctor T_T
Horrible tales have been told. Haha. Also, I need to hand in my report by tomorrow T_T

AAAAAnddd...I'm still lazy. haha. Still need to locate time to study too T_T

Sob. And its only CVS!!! What with the diff conditons of heart attacks and drugs. I'm amazed my brain can remember so much stuff.

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So many things to do, so little time.

Sigh.

On a side note, I'm currently high on chocolate :D

CHOCO GOOODDDD =D

On another happy note...I have all the Reborn! starting and ending themes!! BWAHAHAHAHAHA!
TAKE THAT!

Hmmm..now which anime should I choose to get all the songs? xD
I was thinking of Nodame. The songs are really nice =D

But I want songs that are non emo-ish. Sheesh. Just when I was on a happy high on chocolate, all my emo songs kinda drooped my mood a little.

People! Please give or intro more upbeat songs to me! Haha. I have so many emo songs that anyone whom is suicidal would have already comitted suicide already.

21st July 2009

Throughout my whole entire life, I have already said goodbye to a person.

And I've always hoped that it'd be the last goodbye I'd ever say.

She was always kind to me, always giving me an extra smile.
Encouraging me to talk in front of her when I was feeling shy.
Giving me presents knowing how few I used to get back then.

We weren't well off, but we were thriving.

Then, I had to say goodbye.
I was so young I didn't understand it back then. Now, I do.

I only wish that I could see you now, and show you how big I've grown up to be.
Show you how tall my brother is right now despite the age gap.

To show you that I can speak measly hokkien.

To tell you that the reason I stopped playing the piano is because I have no audience to listen to me play.

To tell you that it has always been my childhood dream to learn every main component of the musical instruments.
One string, one brass, one woodwind and one percussion.

Which means, I've always wanted to at least learn how to play, a violin, a trumpet, a flute and a harp.

And so far, I have yet to learn it nor express my wish to learn it to my family. How would they react? Would they think that I'm already taking things for granted? These instruments don't come cheap afterall.

To tell you that one of my other childhood dreams is to be athletic. It will never happen. My stamina is as bad as an obese sloth.

But I digress.

Don't really know what to say anymore. But...many things have changed back home.

Always take care of yourself.

With love,

PeiLi

The debate on whether should science and maths be taught in english is out.

They're reverting back to BM again --"

For us who are no longer in school, it might not affect us in any other way.

HOWEVER, give a thought to my brother who will learn all the sciences in MALAY after being taught all of it in english since his primary school.

Not only will this change be USELESS, its also cumbersome and troublesome.

He'll need to study it in ENGLISH anyway once he graduates high school.

http://chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/

People, go there and VOTE.

Or alternatively,

www.pagemalaysia.blogspot.com

C'mon people, do your part and voice out your concerns. WE DO NOT NEED THIS CHANGE AT ALL.

Am I pissed? HELL YEAH!

Of course the pics are just mainly recycled ones ><

I miss you already Mel =(

You too lai mun and Tsing =(

Waaaaaaaa!

I shall now attempt to be not funny and upload a hilariously ridiculous picture that will make your day.

*Truth is I can't find the pics anymore but you guys didn't hear that*



Presenting.........


THE KING~~

=D

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Ok that wasn't funny.
Haha.

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Sorry. PBL's getting to my head.

I'd like to wish....

MelC a belated happy birthday...

Pui Man a belated happy birthday...

And

Shyh Min a happy birthday!

At least I didn't miss out on ONE bday T.T

Enjoy my beautiful penguin picture taken in Maldives =D

I'm sure my penguin enjoys and loves the attention *winks*

EEEEEP!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MEL!!! T.T

I totally forgot to post one when i reached home that day T.T

And my internet has been PMS-ing on me T.T

SORRY MEL! T.T

Srysrysrysrysrysry.

I'll make it up to you. Tea on me when we next meet =D
Or would you prefer if I try mail loads of maggi mee to you? xD

I'm so sry T.T
And since my internet is slow again, pics up later T.T

Also...

Happy belated birthday Pui Man!
Its already 1.21am on the 12th of july >_>

And i dun have ur phone number =S
That's two birthdays i've forgotten T.T

Here's a birthday wish for my friend Carol =)
Er...dun think she knows my blog. Haha. We've been friends since standard 1 and it was thanks to her family for renting her house to my family when my Shah Alam house flooded a long long time ago. I even have pictures of me taken in her house. Haha.

Happy 19th birthday girl!

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I never knew how much my car was so unappreciated until now.
Its better than no car =\
And all this time I was complaining about its size, weight and power! I'm sorry my dear baby =(

My baby has a huge dent and a large slit of a crack all due to my misjudging the distance =(
Not to mention the god knows where did I get it scratches.

AND ALSO BECAUSE OF MY MUM AND DAD DRIVING IT LIKE THEY DON'T CARE, THE FRONT BUMPER HAS A COLLECTION OF SCRATCHES!

SDHADHADHAVBQUH12U3Y283719878787*&*&*@^&#%!*&

Now that my dad's car is in ICU, I have no car to drive and am stuck in the freezing cold IMU till 7pm --"

That's why I feel so tired =(

>< Oh well. Once my baby's back, i'm going to give it some loving by refilling the wiper fluid. Haha.

Hey, I show my love in different ways.

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I have 3 things to talk about today. First was about Carol's birthday, 2nd was about my car and 3rd about what Sarah and I discussed via sms today.

It started about us talking being drunk. Haha. Then, on about how words can really hurt people. I won't deny the fact that I have hurt people with my insensitive thoughts. I take the chance here to say....

I'm sorry.

If i've offended u or made u sad in any way. If I said it full of malice, i'm sorry =(
I've always told myself to never be petty or mean with my words so if I have i'm absolutely sorry =(
I believe I am a mean person. Hehe. Trust me. If you've hurt me, intentionally or unintensionally, or the people that I love, you're going to be at the receiving end of all mean thoughts.
Any jerk or bitch that ever talks bad about anyone I care about is going to be prepared with how I treat them from now on.

Trust me. When I say it, I mean it. Well, unless if you OBVIOUSLY know i'm joking la...

Back to words that can harm. I've said it to....quite a few people...
But you can never take back what you've said. I've regretted saying things that cannot be taken back to 3 people.

My mum.
My bro

and....

one more person out there.

I always apologize to my mum and my bro knows I PMS all of a sudden although he doesn't know the cause =P

But to that other person out there, I know you don't read my blog at all. Just wish I had the guts to ask and say...." Can we at least be friends again now?"

I've always wanted to just send a sms saying that but I'm just too chicken ><

So don't be like me. Or at least learn from your mistakes. Don't ever say anything that you know will not be able to repair that relationship.

Its not worth it.

9.7.09

Eep! Having tachycardia now with abnormal sinus rhythm and probably with irregular heartbeat with a high preload and low afterload.

xD

Speaking rubbish there. Don't mind me.

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*sigh* I need to go on a soul-searching trip ASAP.

Need to search for my soul. Haha. T.T

FAHFJIAFJ faofJOJDO!JO@J#R$!#($VDASH#RQ#)!Q

Brain dead X.X

Can you spell the word stress? =X
No, it wasn't a trick question. *sigh*

Friday was... ^^ Aha! Good news yo! I did it! The past one month was like hell for me... 2 weeks of waiting took its toll on my patience so sorry if I was a little jumpy, snappy and moody. I was stressed beyond reason at that time.

Of course, now a whole different kind of stress is setting in. Cardio is getting a little tricky for me. What with PBL's, CSU and clinical visits, i'm having a tough time. Added on with the T-shirts for orientation, its really taking up all of my time.

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Oh well, enough ranting. Just needed an outlet to let out some steam =X
Now I have mosquito bites all over my feet, the worst place to get bitten T.T

So yea....I was thinking of changing my whole layout to a brighter colour. Black looks so emo-ish and gloomy. I was thinking sky blue! Going to finish up the banner when I actually have the time. Haha. It has rainbows and i'm personally photoshopping it all the way. Abstract too! =D

Sigh >< I need more ideas for the senior T-shirt. It looks too plain. And credit goes to Li Zhen and Li Hoong too. Good job guys! =D

Mao mao mao mao mao.

Swaaaay~

I need a holiday =(
I also wanna go on a soul-searching trip like Vienna =(

Vienna, don't let people influence your decision. I salute you! Stay strong girl!

And to Tsing and Lai Mun, how are you guys doing over at Sabah? Eating lots of seafood? xD
Good luck to everyone who was accepted at different universities. I know you guys can do it! =)

6.7.09

I think i'm a hypocrite.

I have so many different faces that you wouldn't be able to tell who I really am. Like now...

Part of me really wants this to work out...
Part of me doesn't so that I may go on with life...
Part of me wishes and yearns for a whole different life...
Part of me wishes that I may have both...

Tomorrow will decide everything. The way I will live my life and the way I shall be.

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Emo post again xD
Shall be known as the emo-er from now on.

ECG again T.T Who knew that our heart is so complicated? In the literal sense.
Gotta go finish up PBL. And....pray hard.

2.7.09

No more emo post. Sorry about the previous hate/ emo post. And no Ting yu. That didn't help.
Gah, still doesn't help when there's so much ECG to learn about.

Zzzzz..

I'm going to dream about ECG graphs soon enough.