Happy Birthday Carol!

Here's a birthday wish for my friend Carol =)
Er...dun think she knows my blog. Haha. We've been friends since standard 1 and it was thanks to her family for renting her house to my family when my Shah Alam house flooded a long long time ago. I even have pictures of me taken in her house. Haha.

Happy 19th birthday girl!

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I never knew how much my car was so unappreciated until now.
Its better than no car =\
And all this time I was complaining about its size, weight and power! I'm sorry my dear baby =(

My baby has a huge dent and a large slit of a crack all due to my misjudging the distance =(
Not to mention the god knows where did I get it scratches.

AND ALSO BECAUSE OF MY MUM AND DAD DRIVING IT LIKE THEY DON'T CARE, THE FRONT BUMPER HAS A COLLECTION OF SCRATCHES!

SDHADHADHAVBQUH12U3Y283719878787*&*&*@^&#%!*&

Now that my dad's car is in ICU, I have no car to drive and am stuck in the freezing cold IMU till 7pm --"

That's why I feel so tired =(

>< Oh well. Once my baby's back, i'm going to give it some loving by refilling the wiper fluid. Haha.

Hey, I show my love in different ways.

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I have 3 things to talk about today. First was about Carol's birthday, 2nd was about my car and 3rd about what Sarah and I discussed via sms today.

It started about us talking being drunk. Haha. Then, on about how words can really hurt people. I won't deny the fact that I have hurt people with my insensitive thoughts. I take the chance here to say....

I'm sorry.

If i've offended u or made u sad in any way. If I said it full of malice, i'm sorry =(
I've always told myself to never be petty or mean with my words so if I have i'm absolutely sorry =(
I believe I am a mean person. Hehe. Trust me. If you've hurt me, intentionally or unintensionally, or the people that I love, you're going to be at the receiving end of all mean thoughts.
Any jerk or bitch that ever talks bad about anyone I care about is going to be prepared with how I treat them from now on.

Trust me. When I say it, I mean it. Well, unless if you OBVIOUSLY know i'm joking la...

Back to words that can harm. I've said it to....quite a few people...
But you can never take back what you've said. I've regretted saying things that cannot be taken back to 3 people.

My mum.
My bro

and....

one more person out there.

I always apologize to my mum and my bro knows I PMS all of a sudden although he doesn't know the cause =P

But to that other person out there, I know you don't read my blog at all. Just wish I had the guts to ask and say...." Can we at least be friends again now?"

I've always wanted to just send a sms saying that but I'm just too chicken ><

So don't be like me. Or at least learn from your mistakes. Don't ever say anything that you know will not be able to repair that relationship.

Its not worth it.

9.7.09

1 Response to "Happy Birthday Carol!"

  1. Unknown Says:

    Then u'd better gather up ure strength and do it.. or else you wont have another chance again